(MODEL)Confession: i had a bf who was 5 yrs elder dan me and of a diff. caste. dn i ws 15 yr old, nw i m 19.i jst accept his proposal just to show off others dat i hv a bf, i really dnt luv him bt slowly i gt attachd 2 him and start beliving him and his "i luv u" sayings which was all fake bt i didnt knew dn. slowly we came closer and became physical bt not s_x. once he forced me 2 hv sex and tried 2 feel my v_g_na.bt i didnt allowed hm 2 go dwn atall. i gt so mch into lv wd him bt later whn he didn't gt dat thing 4m me he ditched me really badly.our relatnship lastd almost 4 1 y r. i ws so depressed dn. life seems so dull nd hopeless dn bt somehw i movd on and after an yr i finally found a lv of my life and knw he is d only 1. we almost share a husband-wife relatnship except d fact dat we live in our homes only and nt married yt. it has been almost 5 yrs wd hm. my problem is i dn't knw 4m where my ex came into my life nw and made a false story dat me and hm(ex)had sex when i ws hs gf which is totally untrue. bt my current trustd me on dat nd didn't gave a strong reaction 2 his story. bt i don't knw why god played a game wd me. whn i lstd my virginity wd my current bf i didn't bleed dn. before having sex i assured hm dat he ws d only 1 wd whm i m ddng it 4 1st time bt after dat i ws shockd. though i ws into dancing and sports 4m childhood nd probably ds cud b d reason 4 breakage of my hymen bt hw i make my bf understand dat he ws d 1 and i didn't gt involvd wd my ex. hw i cn gain his trust back. i love him and don't want 2 loose him.... need ur advice bt no harsh comments!!!
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